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Jul. 5th, 2006 @ 11:04 pm long time with an old friend
Current Mood: gloomygloomy
so here i am a graduate of high school and i have nothing to come out of it with. i really dont have that many friends anymore and i didnt do drama my last year and i think thats y no one is talking to me. everyone at east practicly ignores me the one person i thought would b happy to see me talked to everyone from her school and barely held a conversation with me for five mins. ppl from north came to see my recital which i was amazing in and didnt say a word to me which was hot. idk i was looking at myspace pictures of the ppl that i used to talk to and i cried cause i miss those days. i miss being north star and part of the x-men. i miss goin to the movies and dancin and singin down the hall way. but all of those days are gone i am going into college and not knowin anyone.not knowin if anyone will like me or where my life will b in the next five years. i am going on vacation in nine days and i am so excited. like u care. i had my graduation party. no one my age came i hung out with ppl all older then me. i have been dating my amazing boyfriend for almost eight months now and i cant be any happier, he is an amazing person. i dont know anymore some times i sit here and wounder what would have happend if i did drama and not danced on arrowettes would i still be talking to all those people that i stopped? i miss gettin to talk to all my old friends about anything. and its funny cause everyone acts like ur friend when they see u but no calls,e-mails, i/ms? nothing. i could have died and no one would know. well my friends at least. guess no one cares eaither that next year i am going to try out for so u think u can dance. but i bet no one will know who i am then eather. i have a job now. its nota great one but at least i got sumthing. i work at dairy barn, it doesnt pay alot but at least i am making money. but yea i just typed this to kind of just say yea i miss everyone. and i hope to hear from someone??????
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Jan. 7th, 2006 @ 11:15 am so tomorrow
So tomorrow sunday January 8th if anyone cares I have a competition at Nassau Community College At 1:00 in the after-noon. I believe its $6.00 to get in. So if u wanna se me dance as well as cheer on the Sachem Arrowettes come on down and support us.
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Jan. 1st, 2006 @ 11:46 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: when you got it, flaunt it

So this year has been full of many crazy and fun things so here are just a few:

  • I told my mom about me and brian and everything else
  • I feel in love with the greatest man in the world <if u guess his name u get a cookie> <dani u dont count>
  • I made varsity arrowettes
  • I'm not doing drama
  • I lost a lot of friends but i got more
  • I am passing school <for once>
  • I turned 18
  • Spent two days in the city with a hot person
  • Spent more nights in a hotel then my own bed <lol not really>
  • Got a job <omg ik me work>
  • danis a whore < but u already knew lol> <i threw that one in to see if anyone reads these>

 

10 People That Make Me Smile

1. Brian
2. Jennie
3. Kayla
4. Dani
5. Christina
6. Emi
7. Va-nay-nay
8. Patti
9. Collin ferral <yea i dont kno him but i smile anyway>
10.Brians mom <lol>

9 Things On My Mind

1. Brian
2. The hockey game
3. Boston
4. Seeing Billy Joel
5. Dance
6. School
7. The summer
8. Cali
9. Tomorrow

8 Things I Can't Live Without

1. Brian
2. family
3. cell
4. my dog lady
5. dance
6. Kayla
7. love
8. Friends


7 Things I'm Wearing

1. Boxers
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.

6 Songs I Love

1. Take me or leave me
2. More then anyone
3. The way you make me feel
4. Billy jean
5. Yo
6. Hands down

5 Things That I Do Just About Everyday
1. dance
2. sleep
3. school
4. work
5. Hang out with brian

4 Things I Want To Do Before I Die

1. See cali
2. Fall in love <did this>
3. road trip
4. Dance for a company

3 Things I Think When I Wake Up

1. Another day older
2. Good morning Brian <i say that>
3. I wounder wut danis wearing today? <lol>

2 Of My Favourite Foods

1. Chicken fingers with fries
2. Pizza

1 Person I Love More Than Any Other
1. Brian

I loved 2005. I just cant wait to see wut 2006 brings me.

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Dec. 14th, 2005 @ 06:14 am (no subject)
~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~
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Nov. 11th, 2005 @ 01:02 am Dear Live Journal,
JACKPOT
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Nov. 7th, 2005 @ 05:58 pm (no subject)
what i love is how i pick a college and love it and wanna go to it. n ask to go to there open house n when i ask my dad he laughs n tells me i'm not goin to college, i not only dont have the grades but no one can take me seriously to take me into there college. SO he wont take me.
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Sep. 25th, 2005 @ 02:28 pm its sad
its sad that on my second day of work everyone there listens better then most of my friends...they listen to my problems and talk to me like i'm normal.....wow
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Sep. 24th, 2005 @ 02:33 pm ug
I fuckin cant take my house. I cant do enough. They complain that i need to get a job. then i get a job n they complain that i work to much. fuckin choose one,
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Sep. 20th, 2005 @ 10:19 pm ?
WHERE IS EVERYONE WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO? i'm there for everyone else but the second i need to talk no one has time for me..............................................
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Aug. 22nd, 2005 @ 07:16 am ugg
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Fuck you right back
See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
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